To my dream girl.

Every one has their own dream about life and about a girl who they want to live with. Either they get the girl they dream about or they get a girl and start a new dream with her. When dream become reality it is an amazing moment . One day I saw my  dream girl, no no I saw a girl who made me dream about her.In dream we can expect up to some extent but she looks more than that in reality.she's got a chubby cheeks , sparkling eyes, tempting lips and when she looks at u her lips and cheeks becomes the weapon powerful enough to kill u and her eyes,though i keep trying not to look at her eyes i cant because it is keeps capturing me.. ufff she got damn looks and words cant describe such a beauty.

BUT..Hmmm we all face that one situation where we either will follow our heart or listen to our brain and most of the time we follow our heart and I choose the same :) because who don't want to be a hero for a super heroine girl..

Falling in love is easy but to make her fall for me is the toughest thing in world.

But i don't know from where we get the hope to still try for that like expecting rain in the desert...and later i thought that If i am having dreams and start dreaming about Her , maybe even she might , she too will have her own dreams about life and dream about her love.I have to be part of it and wanna live with her dream but am I worthy enough to be part of her dream...probably i am not, am just an ugly one and not a successful one and all..

When one thing lets u down one step another thing pulls u up two steps because falling is easier than facing it but we should know what that things are. Unless and until i know her expectations and her taste and preference..I can't be a part of her life.if I keep my love all to myself she will become my dream not in real life. And it's when I'm thinking abt our future together all d bad things about me starts to surface to my mind giving me reasons for which she'll reject me.

I don't know her past and I am not even in her present and i am dreaming about our future together. Will it ever happen? I can go forward and give it a try but at a same time what if she is not even interested in me... what if she has already got a bf... what if she has a crush on someone... oh now finally I start to think why god made me see her..and now only all negativity come to our mind like why I saw her and why I felt something inside me every time I saw her, I don't know it's fate or coincidence but my thoughts for her are gonna be endless....!

Look at myself how ugly am..is it like I  am killing her dream ? Or am dreaming like fool.If she likes me then my story will be beautiful love story but if she doesn't it will be worst sad story.
There is something called life but why am i thinking about her I know she's also important but after i got her as mine what If I failed in life but if I didn't get her same thing will happen to my life.. failed again in my life too ? Oh god u simply create a love but seriously one life is not enough to think about it.

Okay, what if I didn't love her .? Nothing will happen she live more happy I will live  happily by seeing her happy. it makes sense because both are happy as well as life will keep moving why not I be like this ..will dream about her and let her dream her life . Hope I got someone to dream about me.until my dream never ends ..am a loser as well as gainer because I may lose her but not my dream .

Still if I think about it, it is like am giving myself up to her. why am I  doing this, not even giving a single try. its not a happy ending and even I don't want to end...

She looks gorgeous and I look ugly.is it true tat ppl say love is blind.she would have her own dreams and if im not good enough i'll just have her in my dreams and not in reality. Good but what if she committed ? Oh yeah but what she's not . Fine now we can give a try ...finally a good one inside me spoke to me...

What is love?

it's a kind of trust and care on each other where it ask for looks , money etc. So I think if I can make it out she will like me like I do ...
Well now I have decided she's gonna be my life now..i just need to figure out how.Will start with friends or I propose her at first .. but how to intro myself to her oh god come on help me now you're the one who made me like this u have to help me in this too . Wait every girl loves stories.. I can write a story of her and will give it to her with a note . can I be the main role of the story . ??? It's sounds good right .. hmm so hey yeah u , can I be with u through out your life ? I know this is strange but I promise I will be the reason for your smile forever ..
I love u I want to live my life with u , I want to live happily with u and I want u just u :)

And yeah it's u and all this is about u .. because you're the heroine of my life, can I be the hero in your life ???